My name is Renny and I don’t know why I wrote this. Its exactly the third say since I sighned in to have a blog site. I am just but a toddler who is aiming for the roof, but first I thought I should let you know of my greatest fear.
Many a times I usually find myself engulfed in procrastination to the extent that I end up not doing anything at all. I have always thought of having a blog account ever since I joined campus (that was 2017 August). I initially thought probably it was just not my thing (well I was lying to me😶🤧) .After I carefully thought about it I was actually afraid that maybe I will have less insights into my posts and, that was discouraging. It was a battle between my ego and my ambitions (well ego won💔🤧 that time) Here I am doing what I can to appease my conscience, it might be late but its much better than never.
I even want to convince myself that I will not care by the number of insights, likes and even comments I’ll get on this post(😂I actually do care alot, I’ll be cheking it after very short intervals😂)
What I lnow is that everyone starts from somewhere and this is my start. And one day I will look back at all this and laugh at all of It because I’ll be somewhere(😂😂sadly am not sure whether that day will come). So today I may be crawling, tommorow too, but the following days, I’ll be running on my two feet.
I have always found myself loving to share knowledge that I have discovered even the tiniest of all. I remember one time we were having our evening devotions in the house after dinner. It was my turn to share that day, everyone was in a fowl mood (You know how parents can be sometimes when they arrive from work hungry and tired) To sum up the evening I opted to make the normally 30minutes sharing be 5 minutes. So distorted and disoriented was my speech that I kept making slips of the tongue like an aphasia patient. Well I wrapped it up in four minutes not even five. As I was about to make the closing prayer my dad interjected. I was to repeat the whole sharing again and we were even summoned for a family meeting beacause of the same, we ended up sleeping four hours later. Well problems can’t be sloved by running away from them. We should face them, atleast.
Today I accampanied Audrey to the hospital, She happened to be complaining of headaches. When the doctor walked past me I could not help but stare, damn! I had encountered my dream. Severally, I have always pictured myself in one of those white lab coats and a stethescope hanging on my neck. I really envied the proffesion and not once had I pictured myself along the corridors of a Hospital taking and giving instructions to the nurses. I felt like my sweettalking nature has already been burried under an endless grave. I would really love to be reading from the same script with them one day one time. Sadly my future is somehow already written down.